Throughout this process, I am finding out what I need in my life. My emotional/relational needs. It may take time, but I am willing to put forth the effort to eventually get those things in place so I may enjoy the rest of my life in peace, love and unrestrained joy. no more masks.
of pain, of confusion. But I will press on, knowing there is a light
at the end of the tunnel. When I reach that light, this internal focus I've had can transition to an outward one again. A focus on the dreams, gifts and passions God has placed in my heart and how He wants to use me in the lives of others. To pursue ministry, personal goals and dreams. To write more creatively.
God uses these times of brokenness to purify us so we can minister to others
from a place of wholeness and understanding. Yet before He can do that work through us, we have to allow Him to do a work IN us!
I thank God for the "trigger" that started this whole process. This whole "funk" I've been in.
God's timing is weird sometimes, His ways definitely mysterious. But He is faithful, and good.
All the time.
Now. Time for that Body Combat class.
Part of my therapy, that kicking and punching.
Yup, I am getting stronger.
So let's go kick some...(donkey?) :)
(sorry, I know, I'm a bit rough around the edges..God help me..!!) :)
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